as i look back 09’ wasnt really my year.. in the begining i was really lovin it ya know.. but as this year was going to an end lets just say things get worse…. well i was pretty much living the good life no drama no nothing… as days passed on i begin loosing people that i truly and dearly care for but then again i got them back but then here comes other people that try and ruin my happyness like it gives them pleasure to see me miserable… for once in this whole year i finally get to have something that would totally make my year.. but guess what i lost that too.. now im probably on the edge of loosing this other one too…. i really dont but hmmmmmm……. i guess………. this year was the year of loosing 3